Stay mad at him

First he brings drugs into this home, then he gets shot and later I have to run around doing everything for him. How does he think he is? I almost quit my job for him and then Matt has the guts to betray me like that. I am not going to allow him to pull me down. I know he had been through a lot but so had I. I didn't become a drug dealer. I turned out just fine. I loved him from all my time but Matthew was like toxic to me. When he was sad I was sad. I loved but also at the same time hated being around him. I needed more me time. I decided to tell him that I am moving out. I can't pay a huge apartment but a one room apartment in a better neighbourhood. As I told him he was sad but he didn't seem to be mad. He understood where I was coming from. We still stayed I contact after I moved but it was never the same. I felt much happier and l felt less pressure.